it looks like a lot of people are starting to try and get back to normal, if for no other reason that to prove that they can. i’m still very distracted, i can’t really concentrate on anything. i’ve had trouble sleeping the past couple of nights but i picked up some excedrin pm and that knocked me out for a couple of hours.

it’s difficult to feel like anything is back to normal at all, mostly because it isn’t. i had to stop watching the news last night and start doing other stuff just because i couldn’t take anything else in; i did the dishes and just read in bed for a long time.

today i more or less finished a new caoine design i’ve been working on; i might put it up tomorrow, i don’t know. it’s not in my ususal style, really, and i am thinking i’m probably going to get heaps of ‘the old one was better’ mail, but i like it and it is, after all, my site.

i’m going to be at gundam’s house tomorrow night probably; right now i’m going to go get something to eat.