ugh. i hate summer. too hot to move, too hot to think even. i spent about half of today in a cold shower. yes, i know, waste of water etc etc. i’m really repulsed by humidity; i can’t fucking stand to feel sweaty or sticky. it’s tolerable if i’ve been dancing or running or doing something that actually merits sweating, but just standing still does not fall under that category as far as i’m concerned. the most clothing i can bear in this weather is a bra and some oversized pajama bottoms or boxers. i read and work and irc, that’s about it. isn’t it october yet?

i’ve been talking to bryan erickson a lot more again lately; it’s nice. i didn’t realize i missed him, but i did. he can be kind of difficult to understand and get along with but in my opinion he’s worth it - he’s a fascinating person on so many levels.