first, a bit of site stuff: the five hundred or so entries that were in the guestbook before the crash are gone. all the entries in the links section are gone. all the journal entries after january 8th are gone, as well as all the work i did to disintegrate.org in the past few months. the site at precarious.org is gone in its entirety; i’m seeing if i can locate a backup copy. the really fucked part about all this is that the backup system was getting revised just before the machine died to prevent exactly this sort of situation. :/

in other not-exactly-perky news, jim and i broke up. we’re still on good terms, and we’re aiming to keep it that way. the last thing i’m looking for is another bitter post-breakup drama, especially as i still care about him so much.

sigh.