tuesday, 5 december 2000 | 3:23 pm est

yeah, so i’m supposed to go see haujobb/vac tonight, but it’s three thirty now and spencer has yet to show up at work. spencer has my ticket. no spencer, no ticket, no show. not good. i’m going to go over there and break down his door if he doesn’t show up soon.

i’ve been working myself silly lately, hence the sporadic updates. i know, i know - i say that a lot. my sleep/work schedules are all fucked up right now - by that i mean that i’m not sleeping, but i am working. it’s starting to catch up with me, a little. it’s nice having jim around, though. he made me soup last night - never underestimate the power of soup on tired, grouchy webchix. seriously. in fact, i could do with soup and a nap right about now.

the most-frequently-bitched-about topic of mail arriving in my inbox lately has been [in various permutations]: “WHY THE HELL HAVEN’T YOU PUT UP ANY MORE PICS, BITCH!” so here you are:

extra special bonus: here’s a screenshot i took the other night.

other stuff [and this is going to be the unedited output of my overcaffeinated and under-rested mind]: last weekend marked a month that i’ve been with jim. it’s gone by really quickly - it feels like it was just halloween, and it’s now rapidly approaching xmas. my apartment is in a new and different state of disarray, but it’s a vastly improved disarray from its former catastrophic mess. jim’s been incredibly helpful about helping me get my act together, domesticity-wise, and i’m not sure i show my appreciation enough. i do appreciate it - i’m just sort of baffled, still, that he has any desire to go out of his way for me i feel very, very lucky to have him in my life. i certainly didn’t expect it, but i’m not going to look this particular gift horse in the mouth.