listening to: sarah mclachlan - surfacing

craving: so many things. sleep is definitely right up there, and someone to come and finish this project at work for me so i can go take a nap.

last night: i re-dyed my hair. it’s so nice having it entirely blue-black again. too bad it won’t last. i can’t use good dyes any more because i have such a strong allergic reaction to them, so i used feria. the color is gorgeous but it fades so quickly. and even this is giving me a bit of a reaction. what should i do? let my hair grow back out to its natural color and embrace the plain brown? ick. i so love my black hair. maybe i could use henna…

i stayed up half the night talking to jamar. i wish our schedules meshed a bit better. there’s so much i want to say about jamar but i don’t know where to start. so right now i’m not going to.

estimated hours of sleep: five

so far today: i’m so euphoric today. i’m insane with lack of sleep but i’m grinning like an idiot. maybe the latter has something to do with the former, but i don’t think so.

current plans for later today: work. i absolutely have to finish this project today. so that means i will probably be here rather late. but that’s ok. i can deal with that.

what else: sometimes the complications are worth it.