listening to: stuck in my head is some club song i don’t know the name of. it’s in the intro to the pittsburgh c7 proposal on altgothic.com, if you want to go listen to it. incidentally, vote nyc for c7.

craving: sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

last night: spencer and i were here till tennish, then we went home and were lazy. we watched eyes wide shut which i rented from kozmo.com ages ago and which is painfully overdue. see, theoretically, i ought to be going to bed between two and three hours earlier than spencer does, more if i’m in brooklyn. i have to be at work at nine and i’m usually here a little after eight thirty, he has to be here at eleven and he’s usually here around eleven thirty. yet we both end up going to sleep around two thirty or three, and i end up tired. i suppose, though, that i could look at it as me fitting more hours into my day. on the other hand, those hours are viewed through a fog of sleepiness.

estimated hours of sleep: i don’t want to think about it.

so far today: it was pouring as i was walking to work today. it’s about a twenty minute walk and i don’t have an umbrella. i like rain, but not when i have to be out in it without more than a t shirt, and then go sit in my wet clothes in an over-air-conditioned basement for ten hours.

current plans for later today: i still haven’t been home for more than ten minutes since… let’s see. thursday morning of last week. i’ve been to my house twice to get money and clean clothes. i don’t really have any particular desire to go back at the moment, though. it’s nice being in manhattan. and i get paid tomorrow. i suppose i have to go home on the first to pay my rent, though. today i suppose i’ll just be working, then spencer and i will do whatever after work and i won’t get enough sleep again. for all the lack of sleep, though, i have to admit i’m having fun.

what else: you can take a look at the new site i’m working on, if you want. it’s still heavily under construction, but i’d welcome comments, contributions, or submissions. it’s going to be a web deisgn resource, and it’s located at disintegrate.org.